RODA AVELAR

I made a zine and called it MY CLOSEST APPROXIMATION

For a couple of days last week, I had a burst of poems come to me.

Of course, they came rough and drafty; they also felt like they belonged together.

I recently stopped smoking weed, mostly because I can't afford to, but I've also come to realize how much it had been keeping me from experiencing myself and my emotions.

The poems are about that; Or, about what has come after that.

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It is eight pages long: a title page, an epigraph from Magdalena Bay, 5 poems, and a note on the type.

The front cover is identical to the interior title page.

The back cover, a simple table of contents.

The cover's front flap denotes what number out of 25 printed copies you are currently holding.

The back flap has a short bio, my Instagram handle, and the link to this blog.

I printed it at home, on a printer that doesn't print front & back, and had to load each page one by one (which my printer HATED).

The paper, I had at home.

I used cardstock, embroidery thread, and sewing needles I bought from Michael's.

Ink, new from Office Depot.

All of this done on my pay day, because I had to prioritize making something with this check.

I want to sell these in the near future, but for now you can read it here:

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